Saturday, February 18, 2006
it's 2 54am now.

i should be studying. i should be studying. i should be studying.

the thing is amath isn't the most interesting subject, then again what is. and the oh so wonderful me hasn't even finished studying chapter one, sets. much less remember anything about it. this is just brilliant. at this rate, i don't think i'll be sleeping tonight. tsk

sometimes i just hate myself for lacking discipline and also for my lack of wisdom or rather intelligence.

today felt like i could have hit rock bottom again. thank goodness i tried to snap out of it before it really settled in. and chicken rice drowns all your problems away and fills your belly really well (:

oh and i came back really early from fellowship today. supposedly to study but no i ended up watching teevee and sleeping. oh and i watched the winter olympics thing! and ski jumping looks mighty fun!

okay i'm being very random. is that a sign of stress? HAHA okay more like insanity.

i'm starting to worry for amath. shitshatshucks.

it's back to mugging!
numbers will be the death of me. tsk